2000-02-14 09:49:32 okey dokey so far this morning it looks like everyone at diaryland is going to write about how lame valentine's day is. which is all well and good. so I'll keep it brief. anyways, valentine's day is also my birthday. if you want to be bitter about a holiday, have your birthday on valentine's day. that way, none of your friends will EVER want to hang out with you on your birthday because they have to be with their girl or boyfriends. try that and see how bitter it makes YOU! HA! it was bad for a long time. i used to get so suicidal. even the years when I happened to have a girlfriend, it was just crappy, and I always felt unappreciated and unloved and all that business. unconsolable. which is just a crappy way to be. but anyways, as I've gotten older I've surrounded myself with friends who are much cooler and more understanding, and that has helped. i'm ALL about clearing away the deadwood where "friends" are concerned. there's just not enough time for bullshit, you know? yes, you do. also and most importantly, rosalie, (my partner and my pareja and my other) is so kick ass it's ridiculous. she makes everything better. so I'm lucky. plus she hates vday even more than I do already, which is nice. plus she helped me think about why I always had so much anger and depressiong built up around my birthday and helped make almost all of it go away. i'm so lucky. she's such a rockstar. ok so that is today for me. don't forget you are allowed to buy me presents. there are wishlists here and here. thank you for playing. take care out there today. it can be hectic. k thank you very much & credits music: |
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