2000-01-31 09:25:34 ohmigod, ohmigod. dirtygirl mentioned me again in her diary. so she's a sweetie, but I'm all freaked out; all kinds of people are going to visit my site today because of it, and I have nothing interesting to tell said people. I'll think of an interesting story to tell you. We'll play a short round of DID YOU KNOW? Did You Know I almost had three nipples? It didn't quite finish developing before I was born, so I just have a brownish splotch under one of my regular nipples. It looks like a half-assed, deformed quasi-nipple, which is exactly what it is. now that I'm an adult i wish i *did* have 3 nipples, but I'm sure if I'd grown up with 3, i'd be even more socially awkward than I already am. Did You Know, um um, that..., um, oh that my birthday is on valentine's day and I HATE HATE HATE IT? because listen, this has been my whole life. growing up, none of my "friends" ever ever ever wanted to hang out with me or do anything for my birthday because they would rather have been with their significant others. which is understandable on valentine's day, but year after lonely year it got to be a little much. even the few years when I actually had a significant other on my birthday, I don't know, I still felt kinda gyped. it's getting better though, I'm practicing non-attachment towards both my birthday and valentine's day. but still it stings. I wrote a poem about it once. how's THAT for emotional turmoil?? i expressed my feelings through a fucking poem. once. Okay one more. Did YOU Know that kissing boys is just as much fun as kissing girls? it's true, so you should kiss as many of both as you can, regardless of what you *think* your sexual orientation may be. kissing is just a fun sensual experience so it shouldn't have a bunch of other bullshit tied to it. seriously. if you only kiss people of the opposite sex you are REALLY missing out. don't go through life being one of those people. oh also that reminds me. Did You Know that it's not really accurate to think of sexuality as existing along a continuum? like think about it, we have this outdated conception that there are only two sexes, so we think of totally het at one end of the spectrum, and totally queer at the other end, and bi everywhere in the middle. but there are really all kinds of variations on intergender/intersex people, so you really have to include them. like I could be born with both male and female sexual characteristics, but what if I'm attracted to male to female pre-op transexuals. it doesn't fit on the continuum. so you have to think about it in terms of a 3d box, kind of. it's complicated and SO cool, i think. and if you think their aren't people like that, you obviously don't know anything about internet porn. love ya k thank you very much & credits music |
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