2000-01-18 09:25:13 I've been debating whether or not I should include a link on this page to my actual website. It seems to be the thing to do, as I browse around, but I think I shall...not. I don't know, I haven't really updated it in a while anyways, plus for some reason I don't want this page to have anything to do with that one. I'm sure I'd feel differently if I didn't feel so lackadaisical about the other. The wierd thing is I haven't updated it since like August, but I still get a few emails a week from people who stumble upon it and like it. I keep all the emails I get about my site and I was looking over some of them last night. I realized yesterday that one of the first emails I ever got was from Bjorn Porn. I had no idea who he was when at the time of course, and I have no idea what I replied to him, but I'm sure if I'd known who he was I probably would have been much more sycophantic in my response. Which is really frustrating. It scares me how much the Internet is like high school. We all have our little websites, and some are nerdy and some are gothy, but really we're all losers, except for the handful of popular kids who decide what's cool(like say maura, carl, ben brown, and even our own beloved andrew frinstance.) It's not that I feel oppressed by them or anything, I don't know. Maybe I just want to be part of the club too. And I hate that. I'm 26, I got out of high school a long time ago, why does life still have to be like that. Sucky. k |
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