2000-05-05 10:10:31 more couple things. 1. I'm SO disappointed in the roots. I can't believe they let volkswagon have one of their songs for a commercial. it makes me sad. there's almost no one in the music industry I trust anymore. if mos def turns up on my tv hawking snickers bars or somethings, I'm going to die. he's the only hero I have left. I wrote ?uestlove an email to complain. complaining is what I do best. well, not best, but it's what I do most often. on the other hand, the flash animation for the new yellow beetle is really cool. so you can see why I'm torn sometimes. like flash. don't like commercials. don't like sellouts. 2. I'm going to give more of my money away to charities. at least $1000/year. I've given away $100 dollars so far this year. I have the next 3 charities all picked out, and I brought my check book to work. I think. 3. I realized, or not realized, but said aloud of the first time last night, that I'm afraid that all of the people in my life who are important to me will decide they don't need me anymore. if my father can decide that our relationship isn't worth working for, then pretty much anyone else could drop out at any time too. and there's that, and there's this and this and this and this, and it feels like it's happening. like everyone is conspiring against me. like i'm more alone already than I thought I was. I know that's not actually TRUE, but it FEELS that way, okay? I'm going to go write some checks for charities. someone else should do it with me. I'll tell you who I'm giving to if you want. k thank you very much & credits music: |
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